Happy Birthday to myself~~~

Whoa~~~birthday today..not feel like wanna sleep so early..so update blog la..=)
say to myself :
18 years old dy..muz b more matured la..haha..sometimes the thing nid 2 b alwiz keep inside heart..not anythin can b said out..muz hav self control..
juz..nid 2 protect ownself more..b more cautious..
18 years be4 i was juz a small baby w/o knowing anything..
n now, 18 years later, i have learnt a lot..
thanks for the surrounding forcing me to learn all those things..
i believe that i wil be more strong n tough facing my future n make it brighter..

thanks 4 u all still hlp me 2 celebrate my burfday..
but..that's something lost..
anyway..i still appreciate that..

so hope that u will appear..but finally u din do so..
am i having bacterias or viruses?? =.=
watever...

@@Happy Birthday to Myself!!!!!!!@@

Had I done it wrong? Am I wrong????

I'm hurt.. Totally hurt..
By you guys..
What had I done??
I just putting all of my effort on the assignments..
Am I wrong??
What wrong had I done??
Can anyone tell me??
Fine..I just want to tell you that :
Be careful. There is somebody else looking how are you going to deal with your 'bright' future..
This is my first thought..
and now..
I just want to tell you all that,
Fine.. I won't care about it anymore..
Everything that I done is just for the sake of all of us..
Even though we will not be together for future, we are still friends..
Take care on your own..

To KKM :
You are a real KL people..unexpected reality..
Did I ever teach you??
You think properly..
Did I ever teach you how to do assignment??
Don't tell me no..
Did I ask you to compare your work with my work??
You ask yourself..
Did I ever tell you to do properly in your assignment??
You think back yourself..
My dear friend, if you prefer the spoon feed syllabus, please kindly get out from uni, and go back your secondary school..
Nobody will have the extra time to teach you..
What can you expect in uni??
Tuition teacher??
Better go back sleep and dream for it..
Don't be so childish please.. be more mature..

Oo..tell you another thing..do you know what is the difference between ipoh and kl ppl??

Ipoh:
Oo..she's my friend, I can't leave her alone.. I need to help her as much as I can..At least she won't be so suffer during final.. I need to be same group with her in the 2nd sem..
KL:
Since she don't want teach me, fine, I won't be same group with her anymore next semester..

You don't even appreciate what had I done for the group.. You don't know you don't realize that!!!!!! How hurt I am, how disappointed I am..

You won't be always the decision maker, the controller..
If you insist not to change your attitude..good luck to you my dear..

To LSL :
I really hope that what you told me is all the truth.. I trust you..We are still sisters k..
Sorry for making you so suffer during the past few weeks..Sincerely apologize..

***What a cheap friendship

how can i describe...confused...

can u ever imagine..
10a juz veli common..
i can say oso..
6a+ = 6a..
wat oso cant get..
jpa..matrics..all none..
few days ago i c da newpaper..
thousand of chinese appeal 4 matrics!!!
4 straight a+ n hundred 8-9a+!!
it makes me even more hopeless..
i juz got 6..not much..
slowly..all da fact let me understand..
10a wif 6a+ not tat gud..
though jpa result not yet know..
but i decided not too much hoping 4 tat..
juz further my study in utar..
until now..i'm stil wondering
is it right i transfer to study art??
wil i regret not studying f6 4 science??
i confused.........

1 month...

1 month adi..nth tat i can say..
juz hav to say..
we r not suit to each other...
but da feel stil there..
1 week ago..u apologize to me..
wat for?? u nvr answer..
pass so long time adi..
the word will make u feel better onli..
for me..useless..
1 more week will be our ex-2nd anniversary..
suppose is a hapi day..
but now it becum a meaningless day..

wish u hav bright future..
n gud luck..
finally u'll find a better girl 4 urself..

紫菜饼~~

今天是假期。就在家里做紫菜饼来炸啦。。呵呵..新年就有得吃了。。可是噢。。还是笨到给油弄伤了手。。还有啊。。<那个臭hyper阿。。要爬上来就爬嘛。。做么事抓我的脚来撑着。。很痛耶。。=(害到我的大腿上有了蛮多红红的痕的。。呜。。做完了。。第一个想请吃的就是他。。唉。。算了。。都四天了。。我真的没错。。我不想无端端要我道歉。。

心在下雨。。心在淌血。。

不知应该怎样说今天。。

早上做工还好好的。。

下午就一大堆东西做。。

打字。。开支票。。收货。。开门给爸爸妈妈。。

顶。。好像做不完那样。。

结果给SIN FUNG 检查时，支票和VOUCHER都有写漏的地方。。

打字也打错。。唉。。我都给不到我自己一个理由。。

那时突然间真的很失落。。现在好说有sin fung帮我。。

迟些。。她要拿产假了。。

我到时怎么办？？

两个人做都那么忙了。。何况是一个人？？

越想就越觉得压力。。

那边的head department整天都好像在监视我做事那样。。

我才来第二个星期咧。。不要要求太高可以吗？？

两百多个学生四百多个家长我可以怎样在一个星期内认得完噢？？

唉。。我真的不知道能不能胜任者份工作。。

最需要某个人的支持没有得到。。得到的是责备，还有。。为什么要提到分手？？对你来说分手真的可以那么儿戏吗

我可以说一下你吗？？其实你真的不体贴。。我没屈你。。你自己没发觉到。。可是我感觉到。。知道我生气，说我喜欢怎样就怎样。。安慰，逗，什么都没有。。甚至解释也懒。。我要的是解释。。不是吵架啊。。你就是不明白。。

失望的。。是我。。

有时我觉得你真的比较像我的哥哥。。